Inconsistency

Nervewrecking at times where you are stuck within the confusion of yourself, developing inconsistenty of path. Inconsistency is not a word I favor for its need. Doubts coexisting with the truth. But what is the truth? something you have perceived or is it an undeniable fact. Overshadowing the rest, the rest whom have gave me perfection. Yet i seek the inconsistency more, for it is damned with fulfillment to myself. For a short period of time or longer than needed , I would not know.