Modelle Beauty 50

A spare of nanoseconds from my ticking ornament to ramble here. As I'm under going era of assignments, choice is not an option. dateline is neither. Hw i wish the invention of cloning has found a causal link for its good use towards human beings without interfering mother nature. In other words, wish there was a mini-me*wink* where i could spare myself from doing any unwanted actions. As mini -me will be in slavery world of my tortures as how i've been torturing myself.=) Cant wait 4graduation and for sure start rambling bout working life then. its life, satisfaction or appreciation of current state will always be in disguise. yupz. thats me, always feeling under satisfactory. 'no enuf' '____'


**On the other hand, currently joined a competition called Beauty 50 /Modelle 50. Trust me,im still in a stagnant state of mind, "omg.errrrr" ........... Long story. Will elaborate & elongate it when i have some grandmother time. Fun experience though. great prizes. Voting base comp

*** Speedzone Tour 2009 was interesting but hell tiring. I was staring at the crazy speed vibration of head to toe in the audience, yet holding back my arse from vibrating....cause im not there to vibrate, m there to Work my arse off. Yea, il probably get fired at the spot if my arse start vibrating. As i know the only my legs were vibrating like a old grandma after the event, after standing 4hours. Had a good night sleep bck at hotel, day is always night, & night is always day at Genting.

Yet today

Mouth: is a tool or rather god given weapon that is equally substantial physically regardless individual yet it stands out tremendously initiating the impact it results

Looks or intellectual. fame or books. seductive or innocence. modest or extraordinaire.

Hmmm. elements of life that's bearable at times & vice verse.

hahaaa

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Satisfied with all effort and time after looking at .. ........Harvesting is the best part.cant wait ..... drooling. Disregard foolish comments that these erupts regrettably of life enjoyment.


At times, i wonder , do these people realize? Realism of reality is crucial. Their behavior that lasts , cz its just them rite, cz behavior could be broken but not for personality or characteristics. U could train yourself to wake up early if u wanted it, its behavior of time management but u cant change the way you judge and speak to express ur those judgemental scope. In short, its hard or rather impossible to change personality/characteristics. Inborn elements.....Thus, rather hard for those peeps to survive in reality cz realism is not there. She could be advising u," I think you should not say that,......" Work once, nvr twice. He would repeating those verbs again in near future. Its just inborn=)
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Ughh. why do i feel like i have a million tasks to be accomplish yet im like having all the time in the world now. Has my clock stop ticking? Or is it just today im feeling all the time that i hve not felt for 1 thousand dinosaur years. Gotta start whipping arse 2gt the lazy donkey working!!!

wohoo

Human beings, by changing the inner attitudes of their minds, can change the outer aspects of their lives.

Dead blog.=) Anyway, wouldnt care much if its dead, as im not keen in publishing my rants in the eyes of public. Or being a popular blogger or somewhat, just a secluded chamber to turn to when i feel like transforming thoughts into words.

Looking at my last post, july 20.....much have passed since then. with my short span memory , cant remember much=)

Learn so much, beliefs that every individuals have soo ooo much to learn, in spite of the wide wondrous scope of these hidden knowledge. Do you feel that life is short enough to live to its fullest by doing what u feel like doing? stuff that would maximise ur enjoyment and satisfaction of happiness. careless for any trouble u'll encountered as live life once, for all.

Or likewise, live to its fullest of applaudable manner, doing everything right as it is. Plan, analyze , foresee, effort and harvest your rewards in distinguished path?


damn. philosophy class scrambled my neutrons. Speaking bout classes, have been thinking much bout my path. classes & getting involved for future rewarding purposes . or just being plain jane going 4 clases, thus not pressuring myself to utilise my extremely limited time left nowadays.

Time, why is it nonadjustable....just so limited..

Ughh. boring philosophical verbs above meant to be disposed. need some vibrant colors to cheer a lass my age.


Make uppp, tool of wondrous.


*Free MAC =)



*Raw make up skill of mine, need some time of practice.. Practice makes perfect. nahhh, too much will then result emerging 'volcanoes with uneven bumps of impurities'. which im feeling it now. i got a feeling .wohooo.'______'
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u or u?

A comparison i have commended. Hmm, a result which in fact deters from my initial & all this while i thought is the substantial requirements i searched. Two diff persona, two diff personalities, two diff preferences, 1 prefered choice. Which would it be? Each hold understanding of pros & cons.

games fest

finally have the time to update my poor angelicmyth. sooner or later its gona disappear from the ambiance of blog sphere ....twisted tale of a myth =) caused by lack of updates from its owner who either busy with 'dunno-busy-wut' or busy hibernating like a pork.


Asiasoft Games Fest 09 launching at 1u was uber fun. i was such a tech savvy hyper-illiterate esp. on computer games b4 i experienced the games fest itself. Wasnt there for my interest, was there working..But still, it hasnt really spark a light of enthusiasm for comp games for me still, still cnt get the crazy spirited parents who spent so much to buy A-cash & merchandises for their kids. This event was indeed awesome as its launching for Mapel Story, Yuglang, Sudden Attack ,Cabal & Audition was superbly amused by its grandstand of prizes. Teams from Korean, Singapore & others was in track in competing the cash prizes. By just playing some dancing game, u could win a chance to represent Msia to Korea for world finals. Walau! jz a para-para sakura look alike dancing game & u could b exported to Korea?! no vigorous training to be a Msia representative ,jz minimal spontaneous movement of few fingers would do.


newayz, some of pics. .....in characters. yet to get the other pics from d rest=)


*1* My baby -cutie-pie .Was so in love with him till i couldnt let him go ...sooo adorable.N he was such a fan of comp-games. Miss him so muchhh. Baby- Connor!




*2* Wachaaaa!! Was teaching him my yuglang ninja move


*3* Ambassador for CABAL warriors
*4* Bunny from Audition & Baby-Connor
*5* Sudden Attack Ambassador & Baby-Connor
*6* Ying Ying, Me & Earnest

*7* Yuglang's Ninja candid


*8*with clown & pirates of Caribbean stilt guy. was sulking clown's humongous nipple

*9* Maple STory ed.2 .some mushroom kill mushroom game

*10* Aliston , Auditon 's ambassador. wasnt in his macho outfit
*11* Yuglang warrior & Cabal





bad photographer.lol


Another interesting event. Was acting like a stupid red ninja who cant do much kung-fu cz d costume was so short. Just when i wanna strut some beijing kick, my red undies will be revealed. Thus, ended up scaring my opponent with my deadly weapon, d Red-Blooded undies.wth Minimizing my actions for the day, if it was a pants i would b jumping, whacking, punching with my partner,Black Ninja.

Life

tingling feeling of dissatisfaction, not feeling comfortable. perhaps? no.impossible. not daring my courage to analyze. better stood out is laid.

Anyway, something else to talk bout. one shouldnt be too analytical .it corrupts an outcome consequential towards it subordinates. In other words, i think she is hyprocrite for doing certain actions which are influential towards the beneficial of her well-being. When you are taking the hidden route that includes well preparation of every information about a matter, which normal mind or straight-forward mind would not thought of, on preference of pretending . Everyone at a certain point reacts in that manner, who doesnt. I have been trained , been moulded into thinking more is better than thinking less.

forget

long long journey since my last post. consumption of insufficient vitamins resulted enormous loss of memory brain cells. forgotten that i have a blog.forgotten my plans i had for next week.forgotten to collect something .forgotten to bath yst & went straight to bed.forgotten to sleep previous day. forgotten to complete it.forgotten what i did for past few weeks so not knowing what to blog for this post. gosh.even forgotten if 'auntie' had visited me this month.swt


Anyway, as usual im not blur,just forgetful* huge huge difference.teehee.m gonna talk bout some stuff i can still remember though=)

-new hairstyle .prob not that new.spot d difference.changed in quality not quantity=) at least its a new hairstyle without me experiencing regrettably emotional breakdown.



- cz i did d last time i cut my hair. gt conned by a stylist that my hyper thick hair is suitable for a bob short hairstyle.end up looking like a ball of hair just vomited by a kitten got stuck on my head.sob sob.promised myself not to ever allow a scissors to lawn my hair more than 2cm.


-finally finished spring sem.finally. holi=jolly.stress free. however, will definitely miss the crazy class of public speaking. had a play with a bunch of fun classmates. process of completing the play was hilariously interesting. each practice was a room filled with laughing gasses. The task to perform a play of Macbeth, a confusing love-die-love-die-die-die-last but not least, love again drama. Felt like it was going to be an awesome production with talented talents*ehem=P,thus,I wrote the inrelativeness script with superbly childish acts in it. Imagine a Shakesphere intuitive dramatism transformed into acts of a modernization. Another group's play was awesome as well.
I was a kids artist. drew a 'fairytale' castle....
My macho husband, McD.=)



End of sem, another hectic 1to arrived. Need to officialise my holiday tonight, goin to seremban again to eat eat eat.