anticipation emotions

a journey of intriguing path is predetermine. or at least hints is showered.depending how u interpret it. a norm for me now. confusing at times. inner reminder telling myself to keep track . focusing on whats really important in life. succession in aspects as i have always wanted.

fantasies are dreams of realism. when you are awake....u will know. as long as u are aware. mentally

remorseful guilt

guilty and remorse now.yet.its its a chain of spontaneity w/t planing. feeling guilty towards certain party. however You determine btr than predetermine. Yet, diff outcome would be contributing to hopefully nothing bad.


Hit me in resentful thoughts that guiltiness take over like. Words that enlighten me with its burden it carried. Weird...Made me realised that i shouldnt take matters for granted as i did.cz maybe sincerity will one day has its limit.

still here

long hiatus from blogging. yet life isnt experiencing any hiatus though. speeding like there's no tmrw. been looking bck at d last post ive posted and it was definite a hibernation of a bear. -.- hell lots have been happened since then. good bad exciting dramatism whateva shit. yet, life's good. really feel that one write a chapter of history in their life tale daily. ur the determinant.....

im lovin every single bits ...

Metaphor Disguise

metaphor disguise

How weird .nerve wrecking. At times knowing it is bad for u , yet you're not at a position to control your addiction .Speechless.....Time..if only i could adjust it to my liking.

Yet today

Mouth: is a tool or rather god given weapon that is equally substantial physically regardless individual yet it stands out tremendously initiating the impact it results

Looks or intellectual. fame or books. seductive or innocence. modest or extraordinaire.

Hmmm. elements of life that's bearable at times & vice verse.


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Satisfied with all effort and time after looking at .. ........Harvesting is the best part.cant wait ..... drooling. Disregard foolish comments that these erupts regrettably of life enjoyment.


At times, i wonder , do these people realize? Realism of reality is crucial. Their behavior that lasts , cz its just them rite, cz behavior could be broken but not for personality or characteristics. U could train yourself to adapt to an action if u wanted it, its behavior of management but u cant change the way you judge and speak to express ur those judgemental scope. In short, its hard or rather impossible to change personality/characteristics. Inborn elements.....Thus, rather hard for those peeps to survive in reality cz realism is not there.
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