Rine

nothing is too...

2011-10-13T13:56:00.000-07:00

contemplating thoughts. where the mind is at a state of self-perceive dreams , inception of my own story into place. my story into my life.life is just a journey where there is always an end to it. it is not the end on winning that matters, yet the pathway that determines. nothing is too serious, nothing is too dangerous , nothing is too real, nothing is too anything, nothing is too _____*fill in d blank...take things easy n mediocre will be the guidance.

i deceive the seen, i believe my dreams

2011-04-25T23:56:00.000-07:00

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
Who you are

amusement on learning

2011-01-30T01:58:00.000-08:00

long since the last post was posted. long hiatus from that doesnt at all put a hold towards the fast pace life. doesnt at all put on hold towards crucial decisions, amendments, adjustments, acceptance, rejections, distinguishing..... everything u experience is crucial depends on the expected importance of the consequences of result ur looking forward. situations where i wouldnt give a damn at all on its outcomes or otherwise matters that i would be looking forward to nothing but perfectly intended initial result. everyday seems to be a learning day for me. ever interesting experiences never fail to keep me gushing for more 'knowledgeable' lessons of life. in spite, differentiating only the useful and the disposal of the useless.

after all, learning is just a process of differentiation on own judgment. not at all alike schooling days, where memorizing those written in books, accepting only whats been told and whats not. thus, never fail to amuse me at times where i yearn to learn from others which are worthwhile to do so. its not always about intentions of advantages or otherwise, being close to the poorest may advantage u in the riches of knowledge compared to the riches that may otherwise advantage u in monetary gain. guess im one who would prefer to learn from the poorest to gain the riches form of life with my own capabilities in long term than to gain temptations of 'monetary' knowledge that wouldnt last. nevertheless, mediocrity in everything, not too persistence in stereotyping. adjustment and amendments.

at times amuse me, where initial purpose of me posting here was to blast pics my daily life. yet, always fail to do so as i would end up blasting thousand words than to put up a pic that could describe a thousand words =D

~Observe thrice, think twice, speak once because everyday is a 'molding' day till the day u expire. thus,inspire before u expire ~

cheerss towards whats awaiting next in line for u!!! xoxo

christmas jingles

2010-12-25T21:57:00.000-08:00

its a white Christmas. pure distinct way to celebrate 'HIS' birthday. memorable celebration. may not be the same again but least it did was once celebrated in this manner '2010.

make a wish...

cause ive did...=)

satisfactory of life

2010-12-13T08:33:00.000-08:00

was indeed taken aback by a recent news of a mere young adult taking his own life committing suicide in the name of love. Many may critique his pure foolishness that satisfy only his need of satisfaction without taking into consideration his loved ones. My take was that everyone have their fair chance of making decisions in their life, moving towards hope or moving back towards path of depression are decisions that any capable man could make. lose one is a door towards opportunity of yet another better catch. easier said than done but it is at times depends on the ability to reshuffle your twisted mind of whats left and regain control over your own life. No one would be capable of loving his/her own self anymore than another individual may do. is dying over love prove otherwise? arguable based on ones maturity looking at purpose of life. Mapping goals of life to gain money, fame, family, or love? For which aspect you would die for?

disturbing in every way how one look at the his purpose of life. Intriguing how one's main aim of living is to fill over the empty space of mind for love. No doubt love is magical at times with its capabilities that utterly gain means of happiness it result. In any means of the failure attempts result in a depressive and sadness manner of life afterwards, attempting to gain over the once over happiness, rethinking their mistakes, what if and only if. In my thoughts, mistakes or succession resulted from decisions and actions are mostly irreversible as lightning dont struck the same place twice. You could have done things differently, you could have did otherwise but it is just act of reasoning in creating a reason for failure fall back of matters that failed, that did not produce the result you have wanted.

At times, depressed over matters that impacted the way they look at life, just simple thoughts would ease the discomfort emotions. being grateful for for whats left of life , looking at the brighter side and not taking too much consideration weighing over the lack off . Looking at what he/she is good at are better than looking at points he/she is lack off.

reversing the irreversible

2010-11-07T06:16:00.000-08:00

a new day
learning the new
a new day
experiencing the new
a new day
disguising the new
a new day
excitement for the new
a new day
efforts for something new
a new day
proclaiming u are now new

yet
the new days will come to an end where
shattered memories, flashbacks of an utterly unforgettable glimpse
will struck. foolishly carved a worthless smile of joy

anticipation emotions

2010-08-08T22:51:00.000-07:00

a journey of intriguing path is predetermine. or at least hints is showered.depending how u interpret it. a norm for me now. confusing at times. inner reminder telling myself to keep track . focusing on whats really important in life. succession in aspects as i have always wanted.

fantasies are dreams of realism. when you are awake....u will know. as long as u are aware. mentally

remorseful guilt

2010-05-24T14:55:00.000-07:00

guilty and remorse now.yet.its its a chain of spontaneity w/t planing. feeling guilty towards certain party. however You determine btr than predetermine. Yet, diff outcome would be contributing to hopefully nothing bad.

Hit me in resentful thoughts that guiltiness take over like. Words that enlighten me with its burden it carried. Weird...Made me realised that i shouldnt take matters for granted as i did.cz maybe sincerity will one day has its limit.

still here

2010-03-25T06:11:00.000-07:00

long hiatus from blogging. yet life isnt experiencing any hiatus though. speeding like there's no tmrw. been looking bck at d last post ive posted and it was definite a hibernation of a bear. -.- hell lots have been happened since then. good bad exciting dramatism whateva shit. yet, life's good. really feel that one write a chapter of history in their life tale daily. ur the determinant.....

im lovin every single bits ...

Metaphor Disguise

2010-02-10T06:21:00.000-08:00

metaphor disguise

How weird .nerve wrecking. At times knowing it is bad for u , yet you're not at a position to control your addiction .Speechless.....Time..if only i could adjust it to my liking.

Yet today

2009-10-04T06:31:00.000-07:00

Mouth: is a tool or rather god given weapon that is equally substantial physically regardless individual yet it stands out tremendously initiating the impact it results

Looks or intellectual. fame or books. seductive or innocence. modest or extraordinaire.

Hmmm. elements of life that's bearable at times & vice verse.

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Satisfied with all effort and time after looking at .. ........Harvesting is the best part.cant wait ..... drooling. Disregard foolish comments that these erupts regrettably of life enjoyment.

At times, i wonder , do these people realize? Realism of reality is crucial. Their behavior that lasts , cz its just them rite, cz behavior could be broken but not for personality or characteristics. U could train yourself to adapt to an action if u wanted it, its behavior of management but u cant change the way you judge and speak to express ur those judgemental scope. In short, its hard or rather impossible to change personality/characteristics. Inborn elements.....Thus, rather hard for those peeps to survive in reality cz realism is not there.
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Life

2009-05-15T21:47:00.000-07:00

tingling feeling of dissatisfaction, not feeling comfortable. perhaps? no.impossible. not daring my courage to analyze. better stood out is laid.

Anyway, something else to talk bout. one shouldnt be too analytical .it corrupts an outcome consequential towards it subordinates. In other words, i think she is hyprocrite for doing certain actions which are influential towards the beneficial of her well-being. When you are taking the hidden route that includes well preparation of every information about a matter, which normal mind or straight-forward mind would not thought of, on preference of pretending . Everyone at a certain point reacts in that manner, who doesnt. I have been trained , been moulded into thinking more is better than thinking less.

alive

2009-03-01T09:40:00.000-08:00

just a proclamation that angelicmyth is still alive, not more than 30 words will attest to that , as im not suffering any verbal diarrhea now. =) soon, prob in a few days time . if i could virtually display my loaded brain here, could be so much easier.

ignore

2009-01-29T08:58:00.000-08:00

A promise for a better post and understandable one for the next one. Sorry if you are bothered by the difficulty to apprehend this post. Spare it. Not worth perceiving it as it is not a compass with direct direction. As im willing to share , uttered in babbling motion of words, truly do, wish I could. But impossibilities are to be surmise with its own meaning. Pure black, undersized, just don’t try…bothering it at all. Yea, I’ll agree, “ So un- U”………..

Ahhh… epic of an ancient soap opera to be untold again.to be share..to be heard..to be sympathized…to be condemned.it is the damned for me.once.. I guess.pick your choice? Not an option, just an irrational outline, for a guess. Arbitrary guess. This will strike as a mistake if u would even consider trying.

Liars ,sinful and villainous for one. Angelic, benevolent , rather innocent for another. Translation of pure abash, bewildered by inhumanity of only the sinful one would possessed. Who am I to judge. who was I to judge. No stand with my judgemental view. Could u have appeal to a verdict? Towering over serenity, or plain ambush. prey.

Consequences outlasted more than it should have. Should? Doubtlessly an arguable fact. Maturity hailed, claimed its salutary concurrence. Maturity.maturity.so tender. Just so vivid with different projection. U may be 30 with a mind of 20.or u may be 20 force in acceptance of a 30.

Im already in such a bad mood for this cny, weightlifting the differences of should I or should I not. Deformities of un-necessities claimed its space .Conjecture ? Assumptions? Il just try to buy that. Optimist preference over pessimist.

Ughh. Maybe its just nature X chromosomes or estrogen yelling on top of its lungs, ” It’s time!!Strike!” . I should just distract myself from yelling back at those intolerant hormones now,"Chill". I should just distract myself from something happy I’ve obtained.

2008-10-16T09:45:00.000-07:00

a bizarre piece

2008-10-03T12:38:00.000-07:00

It is indeed a form of modification only the artfull ones would appreciate as it resembles them in shadow. Its purpose to display self-recognition and belonging may despair some but it definitely mesmerized me. Through its handwork and concentration to produce one is a remarkable journey to form this bizarre piece. It may serve as a rites of passage, marks of status and rank, symbols of religious and spiritual devotion, decorations for bravery, pledges of love;punishment and protection. It has been practiced since 5000 years ago, mummy's era..hehe...those who created it are to be respected as they're bravery with a touch of creativity had since change the future's adults. Do u see it a piece of art/decoration or it is just junk ridiculous painful work done? Doubful as the answers beholds on individualism. However, it is categorized as soulless and rebellious when it is taken a step further, overdoing; complicating the artfull work; making it close to resembling the devil side. gosh. ......soon.=)

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